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  1. This last part of what you are saying. " And that normal daily living is exactly the same as the clarity of the highest meditation, and that different states is really just an artificial view from the perspective of "local" self/mind." can I also say this is residing? Seeing past all the layers or levels and realizing that it is all the same, that self is really just residing in now? I'll try defining what I mean. Maybe we can find a middle ground or you can tell me what you think and what equivalent there is. When I say light level, I think that's a little hard to define but I mean a deeper level in which there is just knowing and being things. There isn't anything to see or feel, just intent and knowing. I also feel that universal mind and what I mean by light level are similar because at a light level where there is just being, that is also universal mind to me. Meaning that I can realize that me and you are the same or a river outside is the same as me and you. It feels the same, just one continous piece of self. That's what I define as universal mind, being and being with everything naturally. Here is also my take of the next three. Please tell me your opinions on these. 3.15. bījāvadhānam Maintain breakless awareness on that supreme energy which is the seed of the universe. 3.16. āsanasthaḥ sukhaṁ hrade nimajjati Seated in that real posture, he effortlessly dives in the ocean of nectar. 3.17. svamātrānirmāṇamāpādayati Experiencing that this objective world is the product of his subjective consciousness, he can create anything he desires. I think 3.15 is talking about being naturally aware of the energy of universal mind at all times. 3.16 - Maybe it is talking about being able to go deeper without any real effort, as if you are moving a hand. 3.17 - Now talking about using the energy of the universe to create anything with intent.
  2. Thanks for answering Doug, I do have questions .I always have a little hard time with different terminology and relating it to what I understand, so if you could, can you use the words universal mind and light level in your description? For example, what you described at 3.8,3.9 sounds like residing to me. 3.12, to me seems to be talking about a differentiation almost of the surface self and a universal residing now. Where the universal consciousness is ever present and now, and at the surface there is the acting. 3.14 also sounds like residing but now a more clear version of it. What do you think of what I said?
  3. I have some questions, I hope you don't mind if I basically go through the definitions and ask about them. Starting with these three: 3.8. jāgratdvitīyakarah The waking state is another formation of his real nature of consciousness. 3.9. nartaka ātmā The dancer in this field of universal dance is his self of universal consciousness. 3.10. raṅgo’ntarātmā The player is the internal soul. If 3.7 was similar to emptiness of self. Would 3.8 be talking about residing at a light level? Then would 3.9 and 3.10 be talking about starting to realize self is universal mind?
  4. I used to read this passage a lot. I like it May I be the doctor and the medicine And may I be the nurse For all sick beings in the world Until everyone is healed. May a rain of food and drink descend To clear away the pain of thirst and hunger and during the aeon of famine May I myself change into food and drink. May I become an inexhaustible treasure For those who are poor and destitute, May I turn into all things they could need and may these be placed close beside them Shantideva, Bodhisattvacaryāvatāra
  5. I agree with you running, I think the analogy of stabbing the wall and killing the demon might be a reference to that once you are beyond local mind and have no more obstructions, there is nothing for the demon to "hold on" to. Nothing in you to hurt yourself so you've killed the demon by making it powerless against you.
  6. I was waiting for this one, very curious about the meaning. Maybe it is about intent, like you said Tom "someone powerful" could be an attachment. In the end the true way to let go of the attachment is not really the act but the intent that precedes it, atleast from my perspective. So instead of actually setting out to go kill "someone powerful" the intent to actually do so was strong enough to actually do it.
  7. Good one Tom Maybe more specifically it could also be talking about a master student relationship. How the master gives hoping the student will take and use it all.
  8. I think it's been around 2 weeks since I first noticed it. It can't be just when I do it but I haven't tested it yet, I'll probably get someone to cut my hair just to see though. I actually have to be careful about running my hands through my hair now too, even pulling on it releases some form of energy.
  9. Did the haircut, very messy but it didn't turn out as bad as I thought it would. The energy part was interesting, in the beginning I could notice a whole lot of energy coming out and then about 1/5 of the way through I sort of went numb to it. Now that I'm sitting down and it's been a little bit since the haircut that numb feeling is going away and being replaced by a sort of heavy feeling as if I just did an intense energy workout.I do notice my energy going up towards my head more now though and I'll update and let you know if it stays more like that tomorrow. Other than that I think I'll probably just keep doing this every 2-3 months. I'm sorry Karen, my normal barber just lost a customer .
  10. Very cool to hear running. From my own kind of knowing I believe the universe is constantly evolving, but same, I don't really know yet . That last one seems straightforward . How about the next one? 94. Jesus [said], "One who seeks will find, and for [one who knocks] it will be opened." The first part could be talking about how if you look for the truth you will find it in some way. I'm not sure about the second part. Maybe if one asks they will receive.
  11. Maybe this is talking about the change Jesus made, and how now since it is easier to grow he would like more seekers to come but no one is listening. Next one. 93. "Don't give what is holy to dogs, for they might throw them upon the manure pile. Don't throw pearls [to] pigs, or they might ... it [...]." This one could be talking about why some teaching systems kept their knowledge secret. If one were to just give out these things to everyone (to those not seeking) then it would receive the same amount of attention from them that they give everything else. Treating a goldmine like an outhouse with ignorance as the paint. Back in the day, old timey rituals would reflect on the outside the inside of the teachings. Conveying a sense of grandeur that helps the seeker understand the value of the teachings.
  12. Well I'm gearing up to cut my hair this Monday so I'll let you know how mine goes if you let me know how your's does . I'm a little apprehensive about doing it, I cut just snippets off the other day and the amount of energy released was too much for me at the time.
  13. Hello everyone, recently I've noticed that if I cut my hair in any place I get an upsurge of energy in that area and overall. Very intense and sometimes ,if I'm already worn out, shaving can be a bit of a stop and go motion. Has anyone else noticed something like this? I've read about things like this before how hair sort of plugs up energy and by cutting it you release energy in that direction. Only very recently was I able to notice it though.I would love to hear if anyone has had experience with something like this. I don't think I'll be visiting my barber for awhile...
  14. How about 88? 88. Jesus said, "The messengers and the prophets will come to you and give you what belongs to you. You, in turn, give them what you have, and say to yourselves, 'When will they come and take what belongs to them?'" I'm not sure how to interpret it.
  15. How about number 83? 83. Jesus said, "Images are visible to people, but the light within them is hidden in the image of the Father's light. He will be disclosed, but his image is hidden by his light."
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