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  1. Insights

    I will analyze your dream riju. I just say what comes up when i read it. The riding a bike means you started journey seeking something. Maybe your path in spirituality lotus sutra. With you there was another who followed you. This passenger following you path. Now later in this journey you found faster way to travel this path. You were at back of the buss. You wished you were leading it. Seeing were this path leads. Not knowing what you would find in your travels. When something took a break with this journey you were reminded by the passenger you lead previously. You wondered were he left. Then you understood that this passenger had found way to fly trough this journey and was futher leading and navigating this journey. With your previous passenger you saw that someone was with him. Enormous weight it was carrying or larger being guarding this traveller so he could travel without worries fly the journey.
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    To clarify my understanding of love. Since it is not undertood same by all. Some mistake the desire and lust as love but it is not. It can be create love between individuals but it is because our love is conditional. We are drawn to love those alike. When you meet someone you connect with on same level since many carry different issues and fears which makes this love conditional. There is always fear towards others people but can be overcome by dedication to god. We men except the worst as it is in our dna to survive and avoid danger. Love is vurnability. It is when you allow your own fears and issues to be judged by others but many often can get past their own issues to experience the give and take of love. It is journey to higher self that requires dedication to truly feel the power of uncondisional love. These issues could be labeled as sin. As we dont atone these sins we do not see the love. I myself experienced pure presence of god which gave me peace if my suffering. It was boundless. It was fully accepting everyone that cares for me uncondionally. Often i feel rejection when given this love but as it is so powerful it always reaches to the peoplw when it comes from right place. Give thought to it. It could be your way to fuller life. I will try to study buddhism and islam to give my translation for them to just share more insights to create more open conversation to increase depth and true in spirituality.
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    So just wanted to share that my recent posts have resulted of being in very unstable state mentally were i have dug too deeply into my own issues that resulted little state that i would call psycosis. It is possible to induce these by creating strong beliefs or delussional views on self by getting too lost into thought for long periods in stressful life situation. I will still share these insights i experienced at this state. The ultimate plan of Jesus. How i saw it was placing myself mentally into situation that i could have comed up same conclusion as Jesus. I did by fully immersing myself into beliefs required to carry same action as he did. (Psycosis maybe :D) I try to recall what it was that i experienced while having this insight. For me love is the feeling when you truly experience one caring for you as much as themself. It is the rewarding feeling that you get when you truly feel joy for happiness of others. It is feeling that drives you taking actions in best of the ones you care. It is that pure feeling you feel towards your closed ones that can make you change your own needs and wants in away that they benefit those you love. It is feeling that makes you fullfill with sense of being fully accepted and as you accept others without restictions. You get the point. What i mean god is the source of this pure love. Love and respect for all life an creation. This force does not lead to destruction ever but in my opinion a selfish needs is what causes the issues that drives will to cause harm and not respect life. So if you respect god in true way you will never take action to cause harm. Ll though the confusion in understanding what is action of love and action of fear is what is the problem. So understanding love in more depth should be pratice and path in life to live good life. I explain now the theory. Jesus was born as gods child. Being fully human but fully understanding what it means to carry uncondicional love for all gods creations without any fault. He was 100% love yet being human. He did not carry any confusion in this or never acted out of greed. Purely loving every man uncondicionally. This means he loved even the worst of man knowing that this love was the only salvation for mankind to find away of cycle of destruction and insanity. He only spoke of love were his unlimited wisdom came. His every action was taken to the best of mankind. His empathy was boundless and could understand everyone potential for goodness. As he lived he life he spread this ultimate wisdom onto mankind. Giving seeds of wisdom that would create the world as we know it. The plan could have been to create perfect role model perfect path for humanity to step into gods kingdom. Kingdom were everyone is aware of god. Kingdom were everyone is brothers and sisters carrying uncondicional love for all. When all people act out of this love there can be nothing but rewards since everyone gives their love oneother it grows in masses. Gods power will be known to all. Everyone acting for gods will. In this kingdom were love is source of life the offering of earth and its gifts would not be attained by greed but sharing. When no being is deprived of love there would be no pain as mankind lives in unity with common goal. That goal is serving love. Jesus christ sacrifice could been unavoided outcome that jesus had to made. It was to show people the meaning of god/love. He only carried love for each and everyone. It was the people that did not now god but greed that made this terrible fate that was creation of the lord jesus. The perfect image. A sacrifice that was necessary for mankind to see that the gods child offered himself as sacrifice for man sins. He was the pathway to god. Since everyone could see and feel the pure action of uncondisional love. Jesus right at the end loved even the people that caused him to suffer. He was a man. He had same fears same needs and wants as us but he was fully one with god which overcame all that. What he left behind was teachings of god which every man can understand. It is those that believe in power of god that carried jesus will trough ages to present. What could the meaning of reccurection mean? Did he actually become alive once again or was his will and image reborn in mankinds hearts as path to god? No idea. The idea is this world is shaped by the actions of path. And ultimate wisdom of love was never lost in time because of the example jesus gave. Christianity was born has shaped mankind and its beliefs. So is true christianity about serving will of god? Is it to spread this seeds until everyone has known god and able to see how trough unity this power of love is only true way to fight mankind sins. Love is the only way to fight againts evil since it can be only salvation to those lost in path of sin. So the plan to kingdom of god i ongoing. If we pay atenttion to history in our current world we can see how this has become part of many society. To love and respect other but while at it we are also tempted to take action of greed. There is still common understanding when it is too far. But there are many that still suffer. It is the cause of not people truly folowing the path of god. Since it is not always the esier one but it is the battle against evil that causes the hardship and lost in faith. When one get uncondisional love and get it in return something is born. Unity. If this ongoing and fully taken into action the love would support mankind and no one would be left out of it since empathy for all would carry and spread this love trough time for all. It is battle still since not everyone understand this. I could say that jesus brought god back to mankind acting as pathway to it. Showing how to get into kingdom of god were death is not known. When all see life something that is not seperated and is able to love others more than his own death its when death ceases. Since you are the love. This is why if followed teaching like o described. The fault in man comes from us. But who truly is connected to gos like this? Able to put so much dedication that you would risk your own life for gods will? Pure love is only thing that can make man do this. If we taught our children this way it would mean we would risk them into dedicating their life for kingdom? No because we want best for the people we love not best for all. Since there is no being that is known by me to serve god 100%. But when one experience only love there is no suffering. Could this mean heaven? And hell the place werr there is no love only suffering? Does it make sense? Or does it sound like delussional speech.
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    Theory about Jesus itentions. I call it ultimate plan. I post it in 2 parts. This is preparation for the next post. Felt like giving my own translation into the man jesus was. Since we are human also there is no barrier for us not to be able understand his itentions. It is said that he was 100% human 100% god. What could this mean? If you know god then you can see it. Just began to wonder into what this man Jesus itented for the world. If you make it all simple this theory fits. Id like to remind that i dont put much effort into my writing i just let it come trying to paint the meaning. Even though if i appear as incoherent i tell there is real point in what i am trying to share with you. Dont read into my posts too literally since i am trying to paint meaning instead. It cannot be understood logically so try to see emotional side of it. Look in depth. First i want to explain what i think of love is since usually when words as powerful as love is used often it tends to take the meaning of it away so use it when it truly comes from right place. I think the word love should be respected. Love is the strongest force in universe. I want you to just think what love is. It can change a man and take all their weight away in moment if it felt right. Years of uneasiness and confusion can in a moment change when you experience it. Only thing i know that carries more meaning than anything else in world is when one experiences that they are truly loved it clears all dellusions and hits on all the fault you carry within you kind of like true sight or true perception. Fear is how we shield ourselfs from the might this thing called love carries since it takes all away all the things we are attached to(ideas,belief, dreams, fears) and shows the truth. All we carry and believe, Everything we hold in us. It is free will that is given to us that rejects this or takes it in. It is true and shows you who you really are. It does not lie. Think of what love is. If you have seen birth of your child or delivered him/her into world you see the purity of it. You feel it. Pure life. Pure love. When you give this child your love they give it back and it is worth more than anything. Born child does not know anything but truth. Usually parents raise their child to prepare them for world fearing of all the bad that is out there. So uncosciously or consciously you raise them into what you think is best for them or at least try to. This love is so strong that you shield it all just for you and your loved ones protecting them afraid of the vurnability of it. Imagine the rest from your own past... I cant put it into words but we all have the memories of the beauty and purity of pure action of love in us. What of the people who havent gotten love? How will they know that it is there when no one shows it to them? What these people turn into? They take guard and support from themselfs leaving rest out and judge. By playing role of judge we refuse to accept love in. You feel alone, everything becomes heavy, nobody understands you, everything feels meaningless and pointless, life becomes struggle, ups and downs, confusion, misery, constantly seeking away out of this place by reaching for wants you carry. (were are you love?) your emotions yell... Something is missing? I am worthless? Im not worthy of love? Crying for help in mankind? They yell and pray for god. You lose faith. But in what? God? What is God? This all mighty being that gives us what we want? What is it that we want or desire? Are they things that we keep asking? Getting them still never filling fullfilled? Ever ending cycle of wishes but never having enough? Pure greed is what drives this humanity to destruction and kills love. Truth based on lies and lies spread by those in greed. When done in large scale in world and insanity is born. The more people show this greed the more we lose faith. When we lose faith all become meaningless and we blame god. We blame god for the things it caused. For the bad of the world. When there is no god all we know is greed. But what it is that we actually blame?... First part. Try to see were im coming from and my next post will make sense. All i say is just theory nothing more.
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    Just posting insights. Thought that anybody should be free to express wandering mind thoughts about life and religion in this thread. Could turn interesting. I have not read deeply into any religions or have followed any specific belief. This insight just came from the little i know of teaching of religions. Christianity: i think there is path written in in religions. Guideline to higher thought. For christianity i think the meaning in atonment of sin is to carry your issues fears and actions caused by them(sin) with awareness. So we can atone(purify) these sins in us. When one is carrying enough sin refused to face them they become blind and lose the love aspect of life little by little. Love is god. When one loses its way trough path of sins they will lose the guiding light god/love of life and dwell on their issues. This causses suffering and losing the life with presence of god. Lost in path of sins never atoning one begins to walk more deeply into dark. In here i could define path of god to be heaven and path of sin hell. Each time you refuse to let love show you answers and choose to fight the true meaning of those feelings and act against it you will end up bringing more issues to control you. Each time you atone for your sin and let love show you way to heal and atone trough them your trust in god grows showing higher perception. Each time you clear your soul of god of these issues you feel little better and clearer trough atonment, but when one loses belief in god they will fall into deperation and lose faith in atonment letting fear cloud your judgment on emotional level. I believe Jesus was truly gods son. Son on love. Showing people path towards heaven for humans acting as example by going trough it without any doubt only atoning for mankinds sins. Atoning for sins for me is pure empathy showing only love on every level of you being trying to take the meaning of pure love to its deepest levels. No man can do it from everyaspect of themself because we have sinned. Path of sin can be even a thought of resentment as it will grow to feed on your sins taking god more lost into dark. Maybe Jesus came Showing god to humanity reminding the right path for everyone. Planting seeds of instruction in human how to walk to heaven. By being gods son he was able to show his love to world. God creator of everything and sin leading path away of god. Adam and eve both, the devil/fear lured adam taking apple of forbidden tree which was forbidden by god, this was sin. Forbidden knowleadge was created then. Maybe this caused the seperation in god. God created man with free will but the apple taken by adam created the seperation of god. Because sin causes blindness to love to god and only trough atonment one can see it. The purest and holy can get close to god maybe. This could be one perception of the teachings. I just gave random thoughts here nothing actual. Buddhism. Quick one... Karma you get what you give. Give love get love. Give pain get pain. Karma always comes back (as will god punish those who have sinned.) Practise empathy. Empathy purely feeling trough love. Meditate to hone your wisdom to become unattached and look everything with perpective to grow wisdom by letting yourself into onness letting yourself feel outside. Outside i mean realizing that what you experience and sense feel isnt just in you it is connected to all. I like to think that actions of mind are reconized by god one who sees all. So treat your mind as if it was shared space taking responsibily of intention you put out there and love you give into them. Everything have cause and effect and we are part of it. Grow out of the grip of bad karma cease the cycle of karma finding yourself in onness. Enlightment could mean the state were you reconize the aspect of good karma and bad karma. Knowing and seeing that every action thought that arises had consicuonce and later seeing more refined wisdom carried by the growth into the nirvana? Were everything ceases and you break the cycle of bad karma. Access to buddhahood could mean accessing god itself pure wisdom. I find that knowleadge is only bubble of idea for humanity keeping the sense of free will and individuality and wisdom is just purer connection to path of buddhahood. Wisdom is pure translation of emotions. Practising pure empathy is allowing yourself see everything with love (as if gods light hits on your sins purifying them opening your sight, sin is not always carried by the sinner but gods judgment is absolute). Just thoughts. Il post later more random insights. Got idea of if there should be a thread were anybody can express insights they carry and experience anyway they like. If all are just focused on opening new perpectives for everyone to make wandering mind wonder without attachment. Id like to see everyone keep in mind to express everything by feeling of things not facts that have been builded. Id like if everyone kept arguments out of this thread. Only expression perpectives and keep it simple. I try bring no point fowards since there is none but share my ever shifting views with this thread. Diary of expression.
  6. I have just now read Valenone and given her/him a reply. I need 24 hours of  meditation to analyse