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Melita

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About Melita

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  • Birthday 11/27/1962

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    Female
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    Wisconsin
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    Spirit and nature and everything in-between. I love to learn!

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  1. Mother Earth

    That is an amazing spot!
  2. Two Types...

    I was the same way until I discovered that my guidance helps me find the right stuff to read. We can read, listen, study and still be guided, we can even ask for the guidance we need and still be true to our intuition as you seem to be learning and so am I. I am glad you share your experiences and thoughts. I am right now listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0OpJw0Xawk&list=PL0FEA084A5B5FF30B because of your post! Thank-you!
  3. DEATH

    riju: Congrats on making it 79 years! I have been here 53 and never thought much about how I would die, except to say that I hope I am doing something fun and do not suffer first. I would love to hear more about this new way you spoke of!
  4. Carson's interpretation: Your leaders are in general confused and listening to them is probably a shat idea. Instead, listen to your own heart... come to know everything about yourself, including the you that is beyond any definition and you will come to understand that you and Christ (and all) are ultimately no different from one another. If you don't come to know yourself you will continue to live from a state of perpetual neediness. Wow you said it perfectly for me! Thanks! To start us off... These are the secret sayings which the living Jesus spoke and which Didymos Judas Thomas wrote down. 1) And He said, "Whoever finds the interpretation of these sayings will not experience death." 2) Jesus said, "Let him who seeks continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All." Anyone have any thoughts on the meaning if the first two verses...?
  5. Addictions

    For me, addictions were and are my way of numbing my pain, silencing my mind, and avoiding memories, I rarely found any bliss in anything most of my life. I was fighting so hard to overcome old patterns that I couldn't see myself objectively. I mentally beat myself for anything short of perfection until I wanted to die. I had this image of how a 53 year old woman was supposed to be living and I wanted to numb my disappointment and shame. My spirit was dying within my own body because of the self loathing I nurtured. I am now on month 16 of Freedoms Journey and have learned I am not capable of being perfect and that's okay! I have meditated, practiced yoga, gone to AA (sober from alcohol since 1985) and have known peace at various times yet I was so unsure of myself that I was easily led off my own spiritual path. Fortunately some of the practices became habits like breathing, going for walks, and digging deeper into self awareness. I am now at peace with my being again and am looking forward to the growth that following my spirit always brings! This time I am committed to self care, and following my own path which led me here! I am already enriched from what I am learning and remembering! Thanks so much for sharing this journey with me!
  6. Hello all

    Hello Fanhuangong I found your introduction fascinating. It sounds like an awesome life experience to me, especially the walk in the woods with the dog. Thanks for sharing!
  7. No Regrets

    beautiful! I agree. Very beautiful indeed!
  8. sleeping during the day

    I love the ideas! Sleeping in a cave sounds amazing!
  9. Thank you both so very much. This is exactly what I have been searching for. I have certainly come to the right place at this point in my spiritual quest for Gnosis! Yay oh yay! I have a lot of reading to do. Thank you again Jeff and Tom. I love this site already!
  10. Thank-you! Do you know where I can find the contents of the Dead Sea Scrolls? All I can find is the history of their discovery but not what is in the text!
  11. This is great but I am wondering where you got the information from? What is/are your resources?
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